After much needed conversing with Dora the Exploror (who rightfully earned her PhD in psychology tonight) I have come to the conclusion that I am, a basket case. Also that I think WAY too much about things that no longer have a baring on my life. I think the main problem is that I am just bored with it all, which goes back to the point that I am unemployed and really do not have the means to have that much of a life. Hopefully this is going to change very soon. Also, I hope that once school starts I am able to stop focusing on this shit (because really that's all it is, shit) and focus on my classes. I can't believe in 34 hours I will be in Philosophy class. That thought is just truly depressing.
I did A LOT today. My bedroom is immaculate and I played Clean House in my room, organizing everything. Between this, 4 loads of laundry and really trying to sort my brain out I am both physically and mentally exhausted so I'm going to just call it a night. I will definitely go into this more with tomorrow's post.